Wednesday, 17 February 2010


I'm so desperate, I wasted money on one of my old demons. I got that rush again. Of betting and imagining what I was going to do with the winnings before I'd even played the game. Sh*t really. £50 down the pan that I could have spent on food. I'm such a loser.

PS If you hate the self-pity, then go find yourself another blog to read


  1. I used to play the national lottery online all the time. I finally stopped after winning £100. I knew I'd never get that lucky again

  2. If i won £100 id bet it again to try and double it. Its the curse of an addict :-(